cringe-worthy.

oooohhh yeah. cue drumroll, girls dancing, and i make a grand entrance. this place has been rather quiet nowadays. i've been.. lazy. or afraid. i used to have plenty of.. things. i call it things. some call it opinions. sometimes its just plain rantin. but anyway.

a lot of me has been hiding. contemplating. trying to see the world through my eyes. the pair which are stil learning, growing. of late i have really seen some eye openers. how immensely jacked up people can be when they are under stress.

how would you feel if someone u considered a friend stabbed you in the back, while you were watching his? shitty i'd bet.

anyway. shitty reminds me of something. recently i've had some rather minor health problems. for those of you medically inclined, you might already have guessed. for those less fortunate, i had piles. they're like blisters, but up your arse. i had blood coming outta my stool for 2 weeks.
finally i couldnt ignore the fact that i had blood on me everytime i shat, and i went to the doctor. he inserted something called a protoscope and checked my ass out. literally. it was.. an enlightening experience. like now i know how anal sex feels like, and im rather sure i dont wana try it. so anyway. its been a week since i saw the doctor, and been having the medication. i'm proud to announce that i no longer have blood in my shit. thanks for all the kudos and the grats.


author's footnote.
i am sorry if the latest post, is vastly incoherent. i aim to please, and with enough practise in the coming months i will hopefully get back to writing like before. thank you.
i bless all of you, dont get piles.